Keep trying

Nothing to follow if you don’t just follow the crowd,
neither feeling of being followed,
just the feeling of missing something, someone.
Need badly a rest from all,
need to be loved or to be lost,
need a breath of fresh air at least once in a while
just not to take all this the wrong way,
fairly hard to deal with nothing,
stretch out hands to help no one,
keep trying to distract yourself,
keep hoping you’re wrong.